About me: I am a hopeless romantic. Where is he? My soulmate. I can't paint any pictures..because for most of my life, the colors have been so wrong, i've tried to shade things with patience,waiting for you to rescue me. Beginning with every moment, I exhale and realize you aren't there.... Waiting for you has made me humble..My life hasn't found meaning..until i've found you..tears come now, even though i write this..i am waiting..i'm waiting for that moment of change, where i let go of the rope and fall for you..where all we are..all we will need..is each other..i'm still waiting..for you to bring the heart..so i will know what it feels like to live again..to love without restrictions or conditions..to trust, respect and be loyal..to go to sleep at night with thoughts of you..and wake up with you next to me..to lay on your chest and with every heartbeat..close my eyes and know i will not be alone again..to know that you can live anywhere in the world, be with anyone, but, chose to be with me..and to know what it feels like to be blessed--because you gave me life through love. ..where are you? I'm still searching for you....and I am patiently, patiently waiting.